Nothing major changed when I started drinking again… I was still quite functional. But I’ve decided to kick it back out of my life. I just want to be the best version of me. My triggers are social drinking and grabbing the bottle before bed to help with falling asleep. I’ve got 2 days hoping to make it to a meeting. My anxierty prevented me from physically attending meetings before. But I get a lot of strength from my husband who has promised to go with me.
Did good for months totally sobar… started with drinkg socially. Then just snowballed to spendingway to much on what I was drinking knowing it wanst what I wanted
I remember feeling better sober, social pressuree and not addressing my mental health issues were my biggist barriers.