I relapsed lastnight. I did it because of my lack of will power. Idk y I cant ay no.
I drank a bottle of wine in 5 min and made a fool outta myself ifront of all my friends. If I dont stop im prob going to loose every one. I got delusional cuz of my mental illness which is paranoia schizophrenia. Every time I drink or smoke weed im crazy… once again my energy was through the roof
I was the only one laughing at stupid stuff.
Another issue im bringing up is that I talk a big game. I needa shut up. And I think if I can just listen, take what I need and leave the rest today will be a better day. Im sry guys… 13 hours for me
I said a lot of stupid stuff… im a idiot…