I can’t pull myself out of this rabbit hole.
Hi Tyrone welcome here!
I’m Claudia and my addiction is alcohol so a bit different then yours. But addiction is addiction so I know how those chains of addiction feels 
This app has helped me a lot to brake those chains. A lot of people are sleeping right now so I think you will get far more replays within a few houres when they awake 
If you like I would suggest to read this thread: What's YOUR plan? it gives clear information about starting a sober/clean life and what to expect on the road.
You can use the searching bar above to type in cocaine ore simulair words to find all the topics about it you wanna read.
Take your time to adjust here, this forum can be overwhelming sometimes but is such a great surportive place to add into your life.
I’m more then 5 years sober because of it.
I wish the same outcome for you!
See you around and again: welcome! 
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Welcome to the community
Read lots around here on what has helped others.
It is achievable, it’s easier being part of a community like here or na or something to do with sobriety. Your not alone in the fight against it when your surrounded by people who understand and have the same goals.
You can do this, take it one day at a time.
