Instant anxiety release for when u feel like relapsing

So I’m only a few days sober and I don’t have any support from my family at the moment because they are currently trying to earn my trust but I’m trying extremely hard to just communicate with my mother by the way I’m only 18 I’ve blown up her phone all day and I just really need to talk to somebody and she’s only person who really understands I just need something to do so I can get my mind off of going back to drugs any suggestions would really help

I’m here. I’m sorry you aren’t getting the support you need from your family. I don’t know what your drug of choice is, but we are all fighting the same battle.