I had two weeks clean this go.round and i relapsed yesterday. Ive been using methamphetamines for 7 years off and on. I got some new insight about my focus and where it needs to be. See ive had all my focus on daniels, my boyfriends drug use and our friends instead of focusing on me and my sobriety. I should have been focusing on me being clean rather then daniel smoking molly. I beleive with every relapse we learn something new about ourselves and we can change and perfect things for the better. Focusing on me, now that i know i need to do this i can possibly have a better chance at recovery and better luck at staying clean, im damn sure going to give recovery my all and do this thing becouse i know in my heart i want sobriety and we all know that addiction is a disease, we have to fight for recovery. Well hopefuly i just made it alittle easier on me with this different perspective. Please respond with what you think or how we can help each other
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