I’m pretty sure this topic isn’t one of them…
Is that all you’ve seen from those 1000s of meetings of dozens of groups ? Highly unlikely isn’t it, that only one person experiences that, as opposed by the many who have different experiences…
So tell me which one is true :
A. This is all just made up mumble jumble;
B. You are too pre-occupied with yourself to seeanything but this so-called tough love.
Funny. I had a fantasy of being friends with someone who accepted me the way I am. Whom I would accept regardless their flaws and mistakes. Someone I dared being myself around, who would dare to be their true selves around me.
I found a few of those who happened to be recovering addicts. But that aspect of their persons, is not what defined them as friends.
Again, those are choices. Not facts.
Personally, I think you perceived and received a lot of tough words simply because your own attitude invites for it.
I’ve gotten honest feedback, loving words and yes, a few comments I founf offensive. In return, I gave them my true self. My tears, when I felt hurt. My gratefulness when they helped me understand something. My sincerest apologies when I feared I might have hurt them (usually only ghosts in my own mind, but nevertheless).
I offered friendship and encouragement, and received it in return.
I offered a painful view into my life, my mind, my struggles, fears, insecurities and deepest despair and in return learned to accept and respond to a well meant caring and friendly hug (the first one in over 30 years…)
In short : we get out of it, what we put into it.
I assume it’s a typo and you meant to say " I would come back and I would be different. But I was not." ?