Hey there! My husband drinks, so I hear you. It can feel so challenging living with someone who drinks. I don’t know the heart of your marriage, only you know if it is a relationship worth having…certainly not every marriage or relationship is a value add to our lives. I just wanted to let you know we can and do get sober even while living with a partner who drinks.
Take a look at some of these threads, there is plenty of info and inspiration in them.
For me, once I got that my sobriety was 100% my responsibility and 100% separate from my husband drinking, it helped me string one day after another. Keep the focus on YOU and your sobriety. It can be done!!