Welcome Nicole.
It’s a disease. A sickness. We are not bad people. We’ve done some awful unforgivable things and getting past the shame of all that can be difficult.
Coming here and finding us is a great first step. That is how I started my sober journey. Right here with the best bunch of addicts from all over the world.
Have a good read around. Keep your mind wide open to what works for others here. And join in when you’re comfortable.