Your doing great 
congratulations on two weeks . If you drink the spark will be gone ,also said function will be ruined as will you . You wont need alcohol to enjoy the function’s you will enjoy the function’s because you don’t need alcohol 
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entry #6
20 days sober ! 
super excited and proud of myself. i can honestly say i’ve noticed some changes in my behavior and my thought processes. i am thinking clearer and living more in the more moment. i feel more present. also when i get emotional, i know it’s because that’s how i really feel and not questioning if it’s the alcohol making me emotional. and being sober allows me to get more comfortable with being emotional and diving deeper into the reasons behind it which will help me get better control of my emotions and better understanding of my emotions in order to heal. instead of running from them to a bottle to take the pain away by distracting my thoughts and then after so many shots ironically it brings all those emotions back up anyway. in a more erratic way. i haven’t even told anyone of this sober journey im on. mostly because i don’t need their applause or support mostly because if im not successful i don’t want to hear their judgements. so to avoid the possibility of that i decided to keep this to myself and really it’s for myself and not anyone else. if they were paying attention and actually knew me they will notice and put two and two together. lol that or theyll start to think im pregnant. but after a few months they’ll be able to disregard that one. nonetheless this is for me , and im proud of me!
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Congratulations on 20 days!
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hi ! i am doing well. thank you for checking in 
i hope you too are doing well
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