Just another relapse, Making progress though

It’s been an on and off struggle trying to better myself in more than one way. I struggle mentally which I’m working on everyday, On top of that I used to struggle with alot of alcohol abuse, Thankfully I’ve managed to cut that completely out of my life and been sober from it for a good 4 months, Before that 6 months, but between my 4 and 6 months I had relapsed once. This post is about my struggle with porn and masturbation tho, as shameful it feels to admit it, this is my first time publicly admitting it. I just managed to get to 14 days no fap/porn ,but relapsed. As heartbreaking it is I still manage to feel a bit of light knowing I got so far for once. I have a feeling I’m starting to finally break my chains and be free. Maybe this post will help me even further. Anyway, Thanks for coming to my ted talk. This is my first ever post so please be kind.
Peace out

  • Miki, A struggler
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Welcome :raising_hand_woman:

Take a good read around there are others here struggling with similar stuff. You dont have to struggle alone anymore.
This community is full of supportive people and it’s great you reached out and found us.

:sunflower:

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The realisation that you made it to 6 months/14 days addiction free is a positive outlook. That’s still time in the bank. Keep stacking up the days ODAAT. You’ve got this!

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