Just Blah Today

Mostly just venting. I have 60 days on wednesday. My sponsor said stop counting and make the days count. Glad I have iop before work tomorrow. My boyfriend is in recovery too and separating myself from him and his program can be difficult. I have to let him be his own person and make mistakes. Wanted to use today but didn’t at the same time. Got a lot done before 2 pm and fell asleep. I am gonna eat and go back to bed after this house meeting. I’m tired. My sponsor said stop trying so hard and learn to relax. I am gonna just chill. Love to all happy Monday

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You’re in the right place, glad you found this site. My partner is also on recovery road and I know what you mean. I’m just trying to be a better person on a daily basis. I’ve been clean for a long time, so don’t have those demons anymore.
You must be proud of yourself for what you have achieved so far. Good on you!
Welcome to the forum!