Just coming back after a bit of a run

Be4 I picked up a couple weeks ago my impulse was getting closer
During the run I binged impolsably to drink and smoke weed

The second it was in my head there was no turning back

I felt like I was a lier for picking up after trying so hard for even weeks sober

Changes have been made in my power. I’ve been very asurtive and held my ground latley.

With control of my impolse and control over my boundaries I think I have a chance

My new sobriety date is September 7th 2020 at 12am

I’m ready to try again

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Thank you for sharing this

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You’re pretty brave, you know that? Relapses are a hard thing to admit, even to oneself.

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I am almost 90 days in and the past week had been so hard! All I want is another drink

Be strong! You can do this!

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Welcome back Matt, we missed you. Next time please contact us before you do something stupid. We all want to help you so please reach out and accept that help next time. Never crave alone

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I’m rooting for you…
Honesty is important.

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I love your transparency and vulnerability! As corny has it may sounds, the hard part is over!!! You got this!!!

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