I am just feeling crappy for no good reason. And I want it to go away! I’m the queen of beating myself up and I think that’s what it is. Work stress where I think I should be figuring things out faster, then people start sending emails requesting things on different projects and I get GRUMPY!!!
Had to go buy butter from the nearby liquor store and that was ALL I bought. So that was good at least. 
27 days today.
Liquor store sells butter? Lol 
Im sorry- not our day I guess! I’m trying to just ‘ride the wave’ until bedtime. I finally locked myself in a room and had a good cry because honesty hurts. Drinking isn’t an option, stuffing it down isnt an option, letting it out in anger… eh… counter productive towards my whole ‘zen’ thing lol…
I hope your day turns around. hug
Omg ive been cranky all day! Maybe the planets have aligned to muss us up. Rar indeed
Full moon on Thursday…it’s a strong one
Ha! That explains everything. No sarcasm. Lol
@Melrm yes, a convenience store really. They only sell beer and wine, not hard liquor. On a day like today, I would have bought more than butter there in the past. My sponsor thinks i should call someone to talk. I’ve never done that before where it fells like a cold-call! 
Lol…no, that’s why they’re on the call list. We do whatever we can to make it through the rough patches. It’s okay…you got this. Don’t be afraid to reach out for help.