It will, the only thing you can control is the first one by not having it, stay strong Julia you can do it 
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For me, it was never Just One…
It was Just one… More.
The more was implied. So basically I was lying to myself.
Sobriety requires rigorous honesty, being honest with yourself will make you realize truths about yourself that you didn’t want to know. Soon, you come to realize, just one does indeed hurt.
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