i dont know if im really allowed to post this but i realized. i was trying to kms on sunday night but i coudlnt bc i couldnt even sit up. i havent told anyone that. im acraid to. the most ive said is “i fucked up” a d “i relapsed” but. i don’t think my eye will ever be the same. i dont think my body can handle it the way it used to. i still havent done anything since sunday night but . idk. i was waiting for the right time to tell my friend what happened but they’re having a worse time than i am.
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Addiction thrives in secrecy, it wants us isolated all to itself. Reach out for help, do not suffer alone.
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