Well done Marie
It will become a bit easier day by day. When Iām having a hard time I come here as well to vent.
TS is my AA and it works wonders for me.
Almost 6 years sober now and so you can do that too. Just push trough day by day like you do now. Ever tried a recovery podcast ore book? I found them very helpful too.
If you are interested you will find them here: