Congratulations on your 4 months Aura.
I’m glad your checking in and posting.
I don’t think I’ve seen you around before so welcome.
I’ve shared this before when people are struggling.
After decades of numbing myself, sobriety meant actually feeling again. When I start to feel embarrassed about how erratic & up & down I was in those first few months I try and remind myself it was part of the process. I couldn’t get here without going there first.
Premeditated relapse is just choosing to ignore your own strength and submit.
It will not make you feel better tonight, and it will make you feel worse tomorrow.
