I’m rewatching The West Wing The following is a quote from the fictional White House Chief of Staff about alcoholism. I totally gets where he is coming from. I guess thats why I can’t go back. Sobriety is the best choice for me.
" I don’t understand people who have one drink. I don’t understand people who leave half a glass of wine on the table. I don’t understand people who say they’ve had enough. How can you have enough of feeling like this? How can you not want to feel like this longer? My brain works differently."