Life on lifes terms

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Today’s one of those days right. Just do not even want to partake in life. Just getting over COVID and now I have pneumonia. Trying to stay positive and get myself up and force myself to do. My daily readings my daily chores! I already struggle with feeling like. I cannot make up for last time. And I cannot do enough. Do enough in one day now that i’m sick I just How to write to grandkids Christmas on Facetime? So I miss the app. Just little daily chores. Not getting done. And I just feel like I’m falling apart. And don’t even wanna partake in life today. I just wanna lay down and like hope the day goes away.
Negative thoughts are popping in. Yes, I’m fighting them. I have reached out to my sponsor thank God for her. Well, thank you have a very long for being here and help you. I’ll have a good christmas[date=2023-12-26 timezone=“America/New_York”]

This is how my day been trying to figure out how to post this 5 minutes had to call my sponsoer she claims its PAWS!

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Hi Tina! Sorry you got the lung bug but you will win that battle, no doubt.

This too shall pass…like a kidney stone oftentimes! Feel better gal.

The brain thing with self deprecating thoughts and just shitty thinking overall is something I did also. It doesn’t help our situation, so anything that can get us out of our heads is important. Walks, journaling, meetings, chatting like you are with your sponsor.

Accepting that our disease will at times try to get us to not stay focused is helpful. It’s just what it is, but you and I don’t have to drink anymore! That makes me happy.

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Thank you very much! I have done everything but the meetings online Or in person! I do talk to my sponsor on a daily basis that really helps me. Once again thank you

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