I hate feeling like this
How long are you sober?
For me the first weeks were hard, but after that it went easier.
as time goes bye it does get easier i asure you wish you well
Your comment made me think of the “it gets easier” scene from Bojack on netflix.
I’ve been struggling as well and for some reason this clip always gives me hope.
In my experience, life can be hard no matter what. The longer I’ve stayed sober the better equipped I have become at dealing with the shitty days and weeks.
Like @Ray_M_C_Laren said, it does get easier, once you break some of the bad habits, clear up some of the old wreckage of your past that causes you stress and formulate new healthy habits for coping with life’s tide you can log more good days than bad in the big balance sheet of life.
Takes 28 days on average to break or make a habit. Patience, steadfast belief in the fact that you’re improving your life are needed in early sobriety.
Keep trudging pal, I am proof that it does get better.
If it was meant to be easy everyone would be doing it. Proud of you my sober friend, a minute at a time that’s all we can do. Be strong.