So Thanksgiving morning, I’m working, and not home with the kids watching the Macy’s Day Parade, not working all day, so hopefully home sooner than later.
Happy TEN DAYS to me. Something to definitely be thankful for. Counting my blessings and all that jazz today. Well trying to, that’s all I can do though, right?
Definitely have an air of sadness today though. Missing my family, we decided to host today, but everyone is going to my sister’s, it’s closer for people. I guess I understand but this is the first time hosting thanksgiving in the home I bought 4 years ago, I’ll try and make the best of it with the BF and kids.
Sober feels pretty alright. Not sure where this journey is going to bring me, but I do know I do not want to get back to me. I want a new better version of myself instead. Definitely no idea what that looks like, only time and effort will tell.
Way to go! One day at a time and you will see that being sober delivers everything addiction promised. 
