Maybe in heaven, he will understand the weight of his departure on my chest. He will lift me, twirl me around, and I will breathe again. Maybe in heaven, I won’t have to explain how it hurt me; He will apologize without denial, and I will forgive him again. Maybe in heaven, his sadness will finally be happiness instead. Maybe my sadness will be happiness again and we will have another chance because God will make us forget. Maybe in heaven, with no words left unsaid, he will be the husband and I will be the wife that each needed and we will try again… Maybe in heaven, we finally get it right, because maybe in heaven, the word addiction won’t even exist.
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Well I had to reread that a few times. Beautiful words and thoughts
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You’ve captured pain in the most beautiful way - the way you use the language conveys these complex emotions so well
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Thank you so much
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This was so beautifully written 
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I relate to this so much, lost my SO for the same reason. Sending hugs 🫶🏻
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You never miss a beat Sarahya. He surrounds you and your kiddos with all of his love
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I am so sorry you know this pain:broken_heart: sending you so much understanding and I’m so sorry your love lost their battle
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Thank you as always:heart:
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If you do not mind me asking , can you tell
Us about his journey ?
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I actually wrote an entire post about our Journey and how everything played out. I can tag you in it if you’d like.
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Yes please
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