Congratulations on starting your journey and digging into what addiction and recovery mean to you.
I am 100% with you: We need to quit because we want a sober life. We alone are responsible, no medical condition, no doctor. We do have to do it ourselves, but we don’t have to do it alone. I am grateful you joined us!
You started 3 threads recently. You could consider to use just one of them like an open diary. There might be more interaction then with other members.
Also, did you check out this thread? What's YOUR plan?
Thank you for sharing all your thoughts. We are in this together and I‘m looking forward to see you posting again!