I’m going to my first AA meeting today I’ve done groups and worker support in the past but afterwards I used to crave so bad I’m a binge drinker I can go in for weeks/days and my behaviour is terrible and the mood afterwards is god damn awful, what can I expect I don’t want to be walking away with the crave of drink like I used to,
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Let somebody know that you are new in recovery and they will take care of you from there. You will feel welcomed, safe and hopeful after the meeting. I guarantee it. 
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Like @SinceIAwoke said, just go in and tell them you are new there. They will help direct you. My first AA meeting, I was SO nervous to attend but I managed to push those fears aside and go in, even though I wanted to vomit instead. It was mentally hard for me for some reason but there was nothing to truly be afraid of. It was a welcoming room of people that just wanted to recover and help others do the same. Proud of you for trying something different! A little willingness can really can go a long way to help save your life. 
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I got there and it wasn’t open oh well least I tried and got a 2 mile jog out if it same again Sunday just keep trying
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