Today is yet another day of pure hell and struggle anxiety that I feel in my chest. I almost feel like my heart is going to explode or implode.
I’ve been battling all my life as early as bright as I can remember and all the specialist just keep giving me different diagnosis, ADHD addiction, addiction, bipolar my head is spinning even being fear myself.
I constantly just wanna get off the merry-go-round and work it relaxing it’s like a release is that way I can just escape reality for 56 days but the only problem is that i end up destroying myself physically mentally consequences are great and are becoming worse and worse as it all will be able to identify with. I truly want to surrender.
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I so much feel you and understand you. I have similar case here. Just want to say you’re not alone and I’m here for you. 
Also welcome to Talking Sober community. Here with us you can be just yourself.
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Thanks for your message I feel like I am lost
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Same here. I as well feel lost, trying to manage now to find a way from it. How one my friend said, together we are stronger.
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