First off, congrats on deciding to quit, that is one of the hardest, scarriest decisions to make, despite the blatantly obvious signs that its the right choice.
Second, its ok to miss it. Missing it doesn’t mean you’re doing sobriety wrong or that your not ready to quit. A lot of us missed it at first, including myself.
What I did, and what I’d recommend is change your perspective of alcohol by changing your relationship with it.
Here’s how I did it: Change your Relationship with Alcohol
I’ll tell you, the more your perspective changes, the less you miss it, at least, that was my experience.