Woke up this morning feeling better. I slept beside my 10 year old daughter last night because she asked me to. If she only knew the struggles. I got up at 5:30 and finished an essay paper from my Criminal Justice Degree. I only have a month before I go back to school as a 3rd grade teacher and I’m bound to do it sober. It’s all mental really. I’ve been to A A meetings but honestly they depress me, no offense to anyone. I seek nature and sober friends to aid me. It is up to me to change not anyone else. PERIOD. One more day God just give me one more Day.