My Aunt died last night and I was closer to relapsing than i ever have been since i got sober.
I didn’t use but i wish i had.
Stay strong girl. Its just something trying to bring u down, I know you don’t wish to throw it away. It will only make u feel worse
It’s tough when addiction uses any excuse to use again. Sounds like you did the right thing and you should be proud. Stay strong and condolences about your aunt.
@Volatile I’m really sorry to hear that sweety. 
Stay strong, I believe in you! 
This too shall pass. I’ll be praying for you & your family. 
May God give you peace, understanding & comfort you! Blessings to you! Love you & hugs 
@Ash, @Bolsen, @Soberlife05… Thank you for your support. I would say more but… I’m just too depressed. Perhaps I’ll explain later, if anyone cars to know. Thanks again dears
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Stay strong volatile. My grandfather and dog died the same time my ex broke up with me a year ago. I relapsed hard and was right back where I was in the beginning