The one word is
Control
Lack of control causes fear
No control causes anger
I just relised just now i do not have control over a gd dam thing except only my emotions
I dont even have control over living or decisions. Nothing
Realising this mskes me very brave. Very catious.
I can make a decision to take a med for mental health
What if someone steels them
No control
I walk to the park and buy a new dog
And i can get eatin by a bear
I can explain my life
But cant get anyone to listen
All i can control are my very own emotions.
Good emotions mean good actions but not even that outcome.. beyond my control
Trying to control leads to fear or/and anger eventually
Cmtrying to control doesnt always mean bad
I could get mad and have good intentions
I can have fears that keep me safe
Alot of my very own life
Depends directly on you
My reaction to you is caused by the only thing i can control, my emotions
I choose to have good intentions for not always controled outcomes
I can drive and not crash into you
What if you crash into me
No control even over a safe drive or not
If i have fear i will use it to be safe
If i have anger i will use it to do good thigs
Emotions like that happen happen ,because of no control
And those emotions arnt always bad. Only intentions can be good or bad
I ligit can only DEPEND on you. I have to trust you to feal peace from fear and anger.
The people who dont know that they control nothing, are only scared and/ angry people who dont know even why they feel it.
I choose to be good
If you do or dont is absolutely 100% up to you
The only way you can ever get wisdom, is to take accountability for responsibility 100% of the time.