Hi @Fluffy_Benson Welcome to the forum! Thank you for sharing that it must have been difficult. Many of us have terrible stories and experiences like yourself. You’ve taken the most important step, and it’s especially good that you’re starting off with a meeting right away. Get all the help and support you can from the start - it won’t be easy, and you may stumble, so be ready to keep getting up. It’s worth it - and what other choice is there?! A few useful topics…