There’s a Stephen Greer documentary…he’s been communicating with aliens for years…there’s groups that do it 
maybe called Majestic?
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LOL yeah I felt like I was tapping into this frequency that the aliens communicate with telepathically. So I was able to get onto this frequency and hear them from another galaxy. I thought perhaps the aliens themselves created the drug to communicate with us. I mean is it really so crazy?? 
Idk, I will tell you that this world is full of mysteries. Who knows.
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Thank you for always throwing in some humor, I love it. 
Yeah, I called everyone in my family and told them I was addicted to Ketamine and I needed to go to rehab and it was like a bomb went off. My sister threatened to call CPS, everyone was freaking out. I then began to lie about the severity of it all.
Had they helped me it could have saved me the 7 months it took to finally quit! But in hindsight those 7 months made me who I am today. I am a completely different person now than I was before my addiction, thats for sure! And now alcohol is completely out of my life too. It took me entering the depths of hell to be able to come out on the other side.
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Had to google the alien to know what you were talking about… 
And… YUP! This is basically what ketamine turns you into eventually! LOL
Yeah my dad’s wife when she found out about the ketamine her response was “No wonder you were addicted, look at who you’re with.” (Talking about my daughters dad) That still rings in my head. It was a super hard time in my life and I definitely wanted to disassociate. But jeez to completely tune it all out and live in your head, its never that bad.
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I love it! So rare for people to find the gratitude in the difficult times. It makes us who we are today, and better yet, it gives us the unique ability to help others struggling like we did. We know what it’s like and we are not judge mental assholes about it. My family is the same. I’ve pretty much just taken a step back. I’ll see them on Christmas 
You are one ode my very favorite people here, and watching you get better by the day warms my heart 
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I’m glad you were able to turn your life around, its not easy with an addiction but you proved you could do it and keep your daughter a part of your life. Obviously she was much more important than the ketamine and any other substance that may come into your life. Thanks for sharing its good to learn more about everyone and why they came here 
besides I’m sure it doesn’t hurt that money you were spending on drugs is now in the bank 
great job!
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