Welcome Heidi! My husband (who’s also an alcoholic) drank every single day during the first 2 years of my sobriety. It was very difficult for me and I built up a bad resentment. What helped me was attending in person AA meetings and coming here daily. I would have either thrown him out or threw my sobriety away, if it weren’t for my support network. Having people to lean on was my saving grace.
Here’s a link to a thread where others in your situation have been posting:
Are you affected by a loved one who is an addict?