Me and my wife are crazy inlove
We never fight
Unless i drink and smoke or want to
Thats the only time we fight…
That goes for everyone in my life
I always get mad when i drink and smoke
The last time i smoked weed, it finally hit me that everytime i do, i get super sad. Theres not even any reason.
When i get high i get sad
When i get drunk i get careless
I get weak each time i do either
Obviously i have a issue with substances
My history and and fairly new environment dont allow me to be under the influence happily
Its just the way it is with me
When im sober im clear headed, energetic, happy, outgoing (yet still shy) and all around better
Quitting for my family is worth every ounce of effort
Have a good sober day everyone
Day
237 no alcohol
168 no vapes or ciggs
8 full days no form of marijuana