Firstly, let me take the opportunity to reintroduce myself to the community. I was last here in 21/22/23, but then I fell off the wagon somewhat. I’m now back & hoping this is (“the time”). Let me please give some context:
I’ve had spells in the past where I’ve kept sober for 4-6 months; not a problem whatsoever. But as the demon does: they ask for another opportunity, so I gave in. It then lead me to a particularly bad spell in my life where I lost my job (not alcohol related), and otherwise just feeling down and disappointed with myself.
I now have so much going for me - I have a loving partner, I have a nice little house & I have the potential for growth & a family in the future; she’s even told me that. But I’ve wanted to put alcohol first…
Not anymore. None of this “Tomorrow will do” or “Fancy another one?”. I am better than this; and if I don’t - I lose everything. I owe it to myself. I owe it to my family & to my future wife. The demon will not kill me this time.
I appreciate that this thread/post will sound like a rant, and for that I’m extremely sorry. But here’s to the future; God bless x
Welcome back, Andrew. What were you doing in the periods when you were dry that was helping you? Have you done any work to specifically address your sobriety, any counseling or groups or what not?
A highly motivated post like yours is a great thing to see. If you follow it up with positive action, I’m sure the future will be better for you! Here’s some suggestions for you.
Welcome back. Sounds like you have great motivation for permanent sobriety. Stay connected here and learn all you can to remain sober. I am glad you are here. I care.