Im 82 days AF today. Im not doing good today. Ive had a situation that happened in my personal life that is really affecting me. Im feeling a little lost. Im frustrated right now and I feel stupid for feeling emotion. I feel like i dont have right to feel hurt or heart ache. Im dealing with some issues that bring up child hood trauma along self worth. I feel alone. Having a hard time explaining im just hurting
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You should never feel stupid for feeling your emotions. Can you get to the core of what the issue is? You don’t need to explain or tell me at all, it’s just I wonder if you can objectively look at what’s bothering you. Imagine you were talking to a loved, dear, friend and they had the same issue and confided in you. How would you respond? Would you comfort them and assure them?
Try to envelope this for yourself.
You are never alone 
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You are entitled to feel whatever it is you are feeling. If you would like to share more here this is a supportive environment.
I find that I often feel alone and I realised that the reason for that is that I don’t share, I don’t express what I am feeling or going through, and by doing that I end up isolating myself. Sharing with someone may help you feel less alone.
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In a way it’s good you’re feeling these feelings. You’re feeling. You’re alive. I’m sorry your feelings are rotten but be sure that you have the right to feel whatever you feel. And be absolutely sure that wanting to numb these feeling is a reaction all of us here know and have and in the past have acted upon. But no more Julia. Thanks for sharing how your feeling, that already is the battle half won. You’re not alone. We’re in this together. Big hugs.
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I get this. In my case, sometimes I think I’m not entitled to feel sad or hurt when it’s related to things I did or caused in my addiction. I’m working my way through this.
It is a sucky place to be, emotionally. Conflicted and dark and suffocating 
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I’m so sorry love! sorry that you are dealing with these emotions / feelings. Do know you are not alone! You are loved and cared for and please keep connected here.
You should not feel stupid at all - you are allowed to feel whatever emotion you feel!
Totally understandable for an instance to trigger our past and bring the emotional state to the forefront. Just remember that drinking will not help the situation in any way. Much love Julia!
I see you wrote this 6 hours ago - how are you doing now?
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Even though im having a poopy day I will not drink … have had a few cries today and geat feeling of loss
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Awe love - sorry that your day is so poopy. Sending you massive comforting hugs and hope that your cries are therapeutic and releasing 
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I’m sorry you’re going through a hard time right now. We hear you and you’re not alone. Proud of you for not drinking, keep talking it out.
I am sorry that you are going through this.
One day at a a time