great job in looking for a AA group and possibly other support groups too … online 24 hour meetings are also available. It is best to have many options available to you.
Hopefully you will be able to find a sponsor at one of these meetings as well.
I do find the following two threads to be super helpful in keeping me accountable in my sobriety - maybe they could be helpful for you too…
Checking in daily to maintain focus #55
and
Daily Gratitude, The Air Of Recovery #4
It’s never too late to come to the realization that you want to fight for your life - a healthy addiction free life!