Ahhh but a good ahhh lol 
I’ve been feeling really well content since my last check in and that makes me feel really good I would say happy but happy is too much sometimes and feeling content is fine lol
& to expand on that is that the right word so after I stopped kicking myself I got some responsibileress done lol took care of like get my address changed and wrote a poem something I love to do and it got shared because other cool humans!!! resonated with it and I loved that for them !!! 
like seriously heartwarming. 
Anyways the job hunt is also coming along slowly but surely, very hopeful, for once I was comfortable seeing non alcohol on a bottle of Welch’s and so excited I showed it off like look at my juice lol and I’ll be having that to celebrate my 28th birthday next month with good food and love and support all around me that day!!
Okay done rambling lol hope anyone and everyone is doing well if not I hope it gets better or whatever that looks like for you !