Alcohol is my DOC and I haven’t personally experience physical withdrawals but it sounds horrendous! Glad you’re feeling better. Try not to forget how hard it has been to get to how you’re feeling now - you never have to feel like that again if you just don’t use!
Sobriety is like rebirth - what are you most looking forward to? Its good to have a positive reason to keep working at it as well as wanting to avoid the bad effects of using 
As you search the forum you may come across this thread anyway but I’m posting here as a good thing to help get you started, lots of good links here: