Where do i begin 2016 is a few weeks from being done. Last night i reflected an jus accepted i havnt been happy not for a longtime frm my porn addiction to numerous things that happened this year. Numerous times i wanted to breakdown but held it in an i think its made me more angry at everything an myself. Mad i was jobless for awhile, mad with family, mad at friends, mad that porn controlled me an ruined relationships, mad that i felt alone mad i relapsed numerous times, jus plain mad at everything. I just want things to be better beat this demon for good an just live like i should.
Attitude and admitting defeat is a huge step.
Stay strong and keep telling yourself that you want this!
Thanks man its just i think i have held these feelings too long. We are usually told never show how u feel but damn after a long while it becomes like a volcano your jus so angry and ready to erupt
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