Lot’s, because it puts me in a feeling of being drunk and I’m not. I do enjoy drinking only to wine down. I don’t wake up anticipating a drink,usually only after a long day.
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The thing is, i didn’t. What i did was
Felt relief that they can longer do this to anyone else
Their Death solves many issues.
And the time has come for their judgment
Have you ever concidered help with it? Like therapy?
I drank for other reasons then you but the simularity is that we both have the wrong coping meganism with going trough emotions. We use alcohol to numb the bad/difficult ones.
I had to learn myself a new healthier way to deal with my emotions and get rid of the drinking as well. It’s a difficult path and I think we have to add every help we can get with it to succeed.
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