Ahh… this week was difficult for me, I had so much going on. With family, kids, school…then having to be out of work. Now im broke!! It would be so easier to just run to the store and grab me something to drink and feel numb and not give a fckn s%^t about anything. I fight my battles everytime i go thru s%^t. And everytime i always feel im going the wrong direction, and im always finding new directions like im getting tired of it. It makes me so mad! I pray all the time like lord give me a break! Because things can go so smooth for a little while then bam!! All these issues come to me like a storm and im all by myself getting rained on, just drenched! I have no one to talk to but god, and when i do no one understands, well i dont expect them too. Today im totally fed up! I feel anyone who talks to me im not the nicest person right now. I may piss off people, or hurt feelings. I dont like this feeling. . Biting my tongue here… ugh…
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Thank you so much for that… such encouragement 
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Thank you so much for understanding… and telling me i am not alone. Your absolutely right going back to day 1 aint worth all my hard work ive already gained. 
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