I gave up a couple years sobriety about 2 years ago. Since March 18th this year I’ve been struggling to abstain. I am a terrible binge drinker / and been self medicating because of bad disks in my neck.
(finally had a 3 level fusion 3 weeks ago).
I have been sober one week now and am proud of myself. I am still on strong meds and am healing. My daily goal is to TREAT MYSELF GENTLY.
I feel like I am in the Maintenence phase of life. One day / hour / moment at a time for me.