So far proud, optimistic I finally have some moments of feeling there is hope . It’s 8am Il enjoy this feeling while it flows through.
Allergic
Discouraged.
Frustrated
Motivated
How are you doing friend? Feeling any better?
I’m really just tired. Today was a lot.
Got woken up early as well as my little one.
Lunch with a jerk.
Little one almost had an accident because there wasn’t a restroom at the playground.
Helped my big girl clean her room, and she was very cranky and was throwing things across the room in the process. So i removed some toys (the ones she was throwing around) and gave her a long hug to help her calm down
Took kids to the store to get them some things (pillow for my big girl, some school uniform pants for my son, and a little toy for my little one) and the big kids were in the store yelling at each other and running around
Took everyone to dinner (since they held up their end of the deal and didn’t throw away dinner / leave left overs in the fridge all week) and 2 places were closed, so we settled for a sub shop where i couldn’t eat…
Took everyone home and still had to find food…
I ate crappy.
And little ones dad apologized again for all the craziness going on.
Now it’s kids bedtime and tomorrow it’s back to school and work. Feels like i never had a day off …
And I’m just sad/tired of all the stress.
Oops. This is the one word thread mods, y’all can move this long winded response if needed.
Stuck.
Nervous, but in a good way
Depressed
This will not fix it but perhaps I can offer you a cup of tea and an ear?
Thanks
Therapy was rough today. I’ve been dealing with depression my whole life and it’s hitting extra hard today. Tea sounds like a good idea. I have a nice camomile blend.
I am feeling anxious.
Terribly exhausted
anything we can help with?
Thank you very much for thinking of me @JazzyS . It’s a work thing. Doing my best, busting my ass. Not completing my projects fast enough. My best isn’t good enough. I Am Not Good Enough. Haven’t been told that, but it may be coming at me tomorrow. Hence the anxiety. I hate these feelings. Trying hard to remember that I am one very blessed Badass, but it’s hard right now.
No matter what anyone tells you tomorrow you are good enough. Maybe you need help or a work around or a new process in place to get what they want you to do accomplished but that is not a personal failing. You as a person are good enough, if someone tells you differently they are mistaken.
Oh sweetheart - i do sincerely hope that no one would ever tell you that you are not good enough. You are very much a blessed badass! I can so sense this!!! Dont let anyone make you feel less than your worth.
Your work load may be more than one person can handle (ive seen this before covid but it seems to have gotten worse after ). Is it possible to ask for assistance with the project?
I am sorry you are feeling anxiety over it. Do what you can to relax and rid your mind off of tomorrow so you can get a good nights rest. Sweet dreams Mrs. Badass😉