One word on how you feel today #2 (Part 1)

Thankful :cloud_with_rain: :umbrella:
(Finally rained after 3 weeks)

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Energized!

In love… :heart_eyes: with this guy I met again after 25 years…and my new job is ok too. Maybe that’s why I have baught alcohol again…too many good things are happening, you know, to celebrate or something like that. I don’t know. I have had hard years behind me, have left a violent husband, started a complete new life far away from him, etc pp…
Now…things are getting better…can’t believe it. And in the middle of a pandemic situation and economic crises I sit here and I am so…happy. Crazy life, isn’t it?

So I drank a half bottle of wine, than I throwed it away. Let me say, alcohol doesn’t fit to my life anymore. So I decided to reset and to go back to the sober track.
Thank you people for being here!

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Excited

Im going to meet up with my biological father

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Hey Kimberly, how’s things?

I feel phenomenal.

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Grateful

And every single one of us on here should be aswell

We all battling demons but let’s give the ones that can’t be here for support a thought we have a good network and am guessing a lot of us do

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Uneasy or cautiously optimistic. Relapse is an SOB, tore down all the confidence built up.

proud. and tired from working all day :blush:

Lonely but not overcome with sadness.

Weary, tired of feeling tired :disappointed:

What happened for you to think you’re stupid??? Shit you sound like me lol

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Lol that was a couple weeks ago. But ya I do feel stupid sometimes mostly for allowing people to get the best of me. It’s frustrating. I’m working on it. Hope your day is going ok.

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My bad on the couple weeks ago lol I’m new :stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes: I totally get it and after all these years I’m starting to learn about something called boundaries lmao! I’ve never knew that people have those and I’m going to do my best to protect myself from mean people in the future. I hope you’re having a good day too!

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We are in the same boat… I’ve been working on the boundaries thing myself. I battle with it daily. It’s a hard thing to do but a necessary thing to do. I’ve learned my lesson recently and wish I had stuck to my guns. But hey you live and learn. :blush:

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Yep! I’m coming out of a painful lesson myself and yes, I work on them too. It’s really uncomfortable for me when I set new ones but like you said it’s necessary. Tired of being hurt but realizing that I allow people to hurt me. I’ve been sober before many times but this is the first time I’ve been in recovery and it’s awesome, scary, painful but worth it for sure. Keep up the good work!!!

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Thank you! You too! :muscle:t3::muscle:t3:

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Optimistic :dizzy:

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Scared :cry:

That’s my one word for how I feel today 12 hours solber at this time

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Overwelmed

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