Ambivalent
I’ve been feeling miserable most of thee week. Depressed. And wifey and I use that phrase. “I just can’t” a lot. Doing better today. I hope you are too. 2 of my devotional readings today have really helped. They were both about today. Right now. Not to worry about tomorrow and yesterday is gone. All shit we know. But I got a double dose of it this morning. And I really needed it. Coincidence? Or help from God?
Then I came up with my daily gratitude list on here. Some other thread. And ya know? I’m going to be ok. Right now anyway.
Excited! I’m counting down the hours until I’m relaxing up in the mountains.
I hope you have a great time in the NH White Mountains. Say hello to the Kangamangus for me if your up that a way.
Gratefully sober and blessed
Rough actually. Since I have been sober I drink a lot of water and eat much better too. I have noticed if I eat a bunch of junk (ate a ton of fried fast foos last night) I wake up feeling rough, sinilar to a hangover sorta, just not as bad.
Hopeful
Energetic… the natural kind
I have gratitude for my AA family who I missed so much.
Better.
Tying to spend more time on here and on other things and making sure I meditate at least once a day. So much better than the news and twitter. It’s helping.
Inspired.
…
Peace very peaceful
Clarity. Mind is clear, feeling in control, ready to face another day.
Excited
Serene…and clean
How are you feeling today Ness
Lonely as f***
Relaxed
(1010)
Appreciative.
Working on 5 months being stuck in and not going anywhere. I know other people are going places and I’m not. Kinda jealous about that. But this is MY choice. I took a long slow walk today with my Christian rock pop music on and looked around at all I got to be thankful for. I can hole up here another 5 months if I have to and I will appreciate it. I got this trail everyday all along my hood. I’m truly blessed.
Whoever is out there traveling. Please be safe. Wear a mask and social distance. And most of all enjoy
Broken-hearted