brokenhearted
Hell-bent
Compassionate
Proud
Mindful
Aware…(.not responding)
fine. and tired. and cuddled by cats = loved
Content
Right now I feel anxious, short tempered, aggravated, no patients I had to leave work I’m feeling overwhelmed and stressed out. I didn’t realize how difficult it would be. When I was drinking I didn’t let anything really bother me. I had patience with others and well that is not my case right now.
I’m overwhelmed because all’s I want to do is go get a drink and relax. However if I do I know I’ll regret it I think. I’ll feel like these 9 days would be a waste. I want to cry scream run from this feeling of who knows. If I go to a meeting I will not want to listen and be pissed off at everyone who has nothing to do with my problem. I don’t want my negative energy to come off on anyone. And I’m sorry for it here I just have no where else to turn to at the moment
I’m sorry that wasn’t one word. and I apologize for the negativity nobody needs to hear that. God bless. All y’all are so very kind.
Spacey.
It’s been just over 48 hrs without a smoke and I feel like time is escaping me. Haven’t gotten much done at all today
There’s no need to apologize, Taylor. It’s healthy to let us know how you’re feeling. Holding onto these emotions will only make you feel worse. Get them out. I promise you that this flood of feelings will pass. It takes a while for our brain and body to find a balance, but it will. Sending you healing energy and big hugs.
We’re here for you Taylor. Let it all out. Tell us how you feel in as many words as you like. That sounds exactly like my first month. Add in ANGRY and Mad as hell at everyone!!
Let it out on here where you can. If it helps you. I know it always helps me.
I’m feeling fucking awesome!!
Just woke up before the alarm clock went off and feel like I could need more sleep
I’m feeling relaxed today
Peaceful
Loved
Exhausted
Compulsive
Frazzledazzled aka deep fried and soggy