Broken



Even broken crayons can color beautiful pictures. Each day that passes gets better. You can do this
That’s perfect. Such an emotional wreck today.
Fulfilled.
Reflective.
Restorative.
Sleepy…I’m ready for bed at 6pm on a Saturday night. Pathetic considering I work nights! 
Lethargic. I’m feelin lazy today. I just want to eat ice cream, cookies and lay about.
I need you to just follow me around and say things like this at me when I look sad.
Content … just for today at least, which is a big thing considering all the stress in my life right now.
Uneasy yet content
Elated! My friends just had their baby and they are so happy and I am happy for them. I’m not much of a kid person but when I saw the baby I felt- I don’t know- something. It’s weird
Tempted but not broken
Sick/ill/tired
Hope you feel better soon
What’s overwhelming you
Ambitious.
I feel the same way at work…I see the light at the end of the tunnel…but I am wondering if it is the sun or the next train.
Woke.
No great meditation breakthroughs. But… I dunno. My insides are being weird. 
Resentful.
Towards myself. For relapsing, again. I had it all and chose to give it all away. For what? Nothing but a cheap high and pain and misery for not just me but the ones that love me the most.