Just read it thank you.
Dont let your grandma down againā¦if i can do this you can im 52 days off heroin cold turkey so worth it we all have shit going on trust me
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Itās sad I miss being numb from heroin n oxy. That was my escape daily.
52 days thatās awesome btw! Congrats. I think Iām about to hit 6 days in a couple hours
I know the feeling i really do keep pushing and it will get betterā¦ youāre actually feeling right now so itās a lot! Thank you so muchā¦you WILL have 6 days!
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Iām trying. Iāve just become so good at hiding, lying and using. Nothing Iām proud of at all just admitting my reality and my behavioral patten the last 5-6 years. Idk any other way anymore.
Thank you for talking to me. Iām not going anywhere I just feel very alone and I really appreciate you sharing right now.
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Loneliness
Of course! Thatās what weāre here for, Im proud of you I know how hard this is, Iāve been battling for 16 years
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Befuddled.
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I was just talking to someone and it really helped. Wish seconds moved by faster
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Exhausted. However happy.
I spent Easter goin to visit family. I am now laying in bed ready for sleep. I reflected back and know normally I would have been drinking all weekend and would now be worrying about going to work tomorrow.
I love my sober life so much.
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Caffeinated. 
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I havenāt been eating lately and thatās been bothering me bc I havenāt stopped working out or being active but being depressed I just havenāt been eatingā¦
Conflicted
I just picked up some food itās tough. I learned with the crohns to operate on empty if I have to from the stomach problems so sometimes I really have to fight to eatā¦
Suicidal.
Donāt have a plan, wonāt do it. Just tired of the mental health struggle.
Change(d)s
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Feeling very overwhelmed
Pissedoff. Mostly
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I feel determined