Emotional. Deep emotions that I’ve gotten used to not feeling, just drinking away. Today is hard.
Recovery. Bad weekend. But slowly crawling back to life…
Life is full of it right? How can I help?
Ugly and worthless.
Recovery will take that self hate and turn it into self respect
Nah felt that way even before. Think I just gotta get my life together.
Recovery will help you with that.
Obviously it’s going to help in some part.
Energized. My week has been successful after a not so successful Saturday night of drinking 7 beers up until 5:30 in the morning. I’ve gone to the gym twice since then, eaten better, not bought crummy hangover junk food and am spending my time actually accomplishing a few things other than laying in my bed like a waste of space.
Peaceful
Geeling blessed im sober but cant sleep how long does this no sleep last?
Sure! You already help just for ask. Tks, bro!
Feverish
But 29 days sober!
Feeling drained
Optimistic. I am going to acomplish so much today. I know it!
Well not sure about one word but here’s a few…happy, lonely, physically exhausted only because I walk to meetings, the store, IOP, my best friends house, ecstatic, loveable, grateful, and thankful
Feeling bad today, kids brought something home. But I’m 17 days sober and staying that way so I’m blessed. Now if this sickness will just go away lol.
Feeling tired
Humbled
Feeling relaxed