Another blessed soul here. itās a very pleasant morning. Sun is out. Feels amazing to be able to watch the sun come out and shine everything
Happy. Excited and blessed
Today Iām feeling bittersweetā¦
I feel oddā¦
Sick unfortunately
Feeling anxious
Hope u feel better soon
Regretful.
Of the self harm I committed a couple days ago.
Paradoxal.
Sickā¦the cold has been killing me for the past 3, 4 daysā¦ why is it called common cold when it lasts so long??
Today I am Happyā¦
Happy and thrilled to be alive. As life is getting so much better. Just gotta remain sober.
Have a headache bc Iām still sick, but I feel proud to be clean. A friend showed up today and had my doc and offered it to me, not knowing of my addiction. But I politely said no thanks you can keep that lol. At only 28 days sober I was able to reject my doc with it in my face, so I feel proud of myself today.
So, I got through my first tough temptation last night. My stepson is in town between duty stations, and it was his 30th bday. He had a friend over, and we had a cookout, and there was wine & beer. At the same time, I was dealing with some dental pain, so numbing out was certainly tempting!! But I didnāt have a drop!! It felt amazing to wake up knowing I made it thru the party with no alcohol. 84 days sober and feeling greatā¤
Challenged (in a good way! Iām going to make myself proud and stand up to it )
ābelieve it or not Iām walking on airā damn commercialsā¦
I feel thankful to be sober today! Going on day 9
Proudā¦I am thankful for my sobriety
Much calmer and happier than yesterday